So, in my last post I was feeling so incredibly yucky I said....I actually could see myself going through with fusion.
Never mind!
For the past month I have felt like Courtney again....(if you are reading please knock on wood).
As for that whole fusion thing....I cannot think of facing it!!!...once again. So, here lies the million dollar question....what if...
What if I feel totally awful and end up going through that whole nightmarish surgery and feeling good was just around the corner?? I dunno!
My uniqueness makes it utterly impossible to predict anything that will happen and...
.....Uniqueness is overrated ...
I have no idea what changed. I never do. I have really crappy months and really happy months. No in between months...OR I'm not exactly sure what an in between month would be if I were remotely normal....but I am thinking in between would suck for most.
I think...
My rule number one is the reason I feel okay. If you're wondering what I'm talking about go (HERE). Posture..... It's the only thing I can think of that I have really focused on. Who knows really..... But I feel pretty great and I'll take it!!
I guess I should blog more often and actually document the things I do that work and things that don't as they happen.... However procrastination wins most days and I forget.
